Felton no doubt felt within himself that his strength was deserting him, and he took several steps toward the
door; but the prisoner, whose eye was never off him, sprang after him and stopped him.
“Sir,” cried she, “be kind, be clement, listen to my prayer. That knife, which the baron’s fatal prudence
deprived me of, because he knows the use I would make of it—Oh, hear me to the end! That knife—give it to me for
a minute only, for mercy’s, for pity’s sake! I will embrace your knees! You shall shut the door, that you may be
certain I am not angry with you! My God! the idea of being angry with you, the only just, good, and compassionate
being I have met with!—you, my saviour perhaps! One minute, that knife, one minute, a single minute, and I will
restore it to you through the grating of the door; only one minute, Mr. Felton, and you will have saved my honour.
”
“To kill yourself?” cried Felton, in terror, forgetting to withdraw his hands from the hands of the prisoner—“
to kill yourself?”
“I have said, sir,” murmured milady, lowering her voice, and allowing herself to sink overpowered to the ground
—“I have told my secret! He knows all—My God, I am lost!”
Felton remained standing, motionless and undecided.
“He still doubts,” thought milady; “I have not been sufficiently genuine.”
Some one was heard walking in the corridor. Milady recognized Lord Winter’s step.
Felton recognized it also, and took a step toward the door.
Milady sprang forward.
“Oh, not a word,” said she, in a concentrated voice—“not a word to this man of all I have said to you, or I am
lost, and it would be you— you—”
Then as the steps drew near she became silent for fear of being heard, applying, with a gesture of infinite
terror, her beautiful hand to Felton’s mouth.
Felton gently pushed milady from him, and she sank into an easychair.
Lord Winter passed before the door without stopping, and they heard the sound of his footsteps in the distance.
Felton, as pale as death, remained some instants with his ear alert and listening; then, when the sound had
entirely died away, he breathed like a man awaking from a dream, and rushed out of the apartment.
“Ah,” said milady, listening in her turn to the noise of Felton’s steps, which faded away in a direction
opposite to Lord Winter’s—“ah, at length thou art mine!”
The next day, when Felton entered milady’s apartment he found her standing upon a chair, holding in her hands a
cord made of several cambric handkerchiefs torn into strips, twisted together into a kind of rope, and tied at the
ends. At the noise Felton made in opening the door milady leaped lightly to the ground and tried to hide behind
her the improvised cord she held in her hand.
The young man was even paler than usual, and his eyes, inflamed by lack of sleep, showed that he had passed a
feverish night.
Nevertheless, his brow was armed with a sternness more severe than ever.
He advanced slowly toward milady, who had sat down, and taking one end of the murderous rope, which, by mistake or
perhaps by design, she allowed to appear,
“What is this, madame?” he asked coldly.
“This? Nothing,” said milady, smiling with that melancholy expression which she knew so well how to give to her
smile. “Ennui is the mortal enemy of prisoners; I was blue, and I amused myself with twisting a rope.”
Felton turned his eyes toward that part of the wall of the apartment before which he had found milady standing in
the chair in which she was now seated, and over her head he perceived a gilt-headed screw, fixed in the wall for
the purpose of hanging up clothes or arms.
He started, and the prisoner saw that start; for though her eyes were cast down, nothing escaped her.
“And what were you doing standing on that chair?” asked he.
“What difference does that make to you?” replied milady.
“But,” replied Felton, “I wish to know.”
“Do not question me,” said the prisoner; “you know that we true Christians are forbidden to tell falsehoods.”
“Well, then,” said Felton, “I will tell you what you were doing, or rather what you were going to do: you were
going to finish the fatal work you cherish in your mind. Remember, madame, if our God forbids us to tell
falsehoods, He much more severely forbids suicide.”
“When God sees one of His creatures unjustly persecuted, placed between suicide and dishonour, believe me, sir,”
replied milady, in a tone of deep conviction, “God pardons suicide, for then suicide is martyrdom.”
“You say either too much or too little. Speak, madame; in Heaven’s name, explain yourself.”
“They have eyes,” repeated milady, with an accent of indescribable grief, “but they see not; ears have they,
but they hear not.”
“But,” cried the young officer, “speak, speak, then!”
“Confide my shame to you!” cried milady, with the blush of modesty on her face—“for often the crime of one
becomes the shame of another —confide my shame to you, a man, and I a woman! Oh,” continued she, placing her
hand modestly over her beautiful eyes, “never! never! —I could not.”
Milady had achieved a half-triumph, and the success obtained doubled her strength.
“You promised me something.”
“What? My God!” said the young man, who, in spite of his self- command, felt his knees tremble and the sweat
start from his brow.
“You promised to bring a knife, and to leave it with me after our conversation.”
“Say no more of that, madame,” said Felton. “There is no situation, however terrible, that can authorize one of
God’s creatures to inflict death upon itself. I have reflected that I could never become guilty of such a sin.”
“Ah, you have reflected!” said the prisoner, sitting down in her armchair with a smile of disdain; “and I also
have reflected.”